Sometimes time seems to be standing still, I can't quite find enough to do to make it go faster. Camerons birthday is this week, hopefully we will make it through this one and then only have 4 more "firsts". We will cross that bridge when it gets here. I made one of Jim's favorites for dinner last night. Chicken fried steak and fried potatos, I told Beau and Zac that we should take some out to the cemetary when we were done, but they weren't into that ida that much. I guess they just don't understand how much Jim would have loved it. Oh well, maybe next time. We will be doing the cooking for a cause again this year. Hopefully it turns out as well as Jim's did. (fingers crossed) Please continue to pray for my children guidance is what I ask you to pray for them. Well off to work again more later..

So I went to the grief meeting, now I am not so sure that I am ready for that. I will give it one more try and see if I feel better about it after this week. We got a present Sunday, several months ago Jim had lost his wedding ring from losing so much weight. We really hadn't much time to look for it with everything going on and happening so fast. The week before he passed away, I went and bought him a new one, which I had planned on doing any way, because I wanted to get him one that matched mine. As I was getting ready for church on Sunday I was sitting in my bathroom thinking, man I really need to clean out from under my bed I will probably find Jim's ring under there. What made me think of it was one of his shoe's was there and I could see it. About 3 minutes later Zac came running upstairs and was like mom guess what I just found? Low and behold in the hall way by Cameron's bedroom door Jim's ring was there on top of the carpet. Amazing is all I can say. Just wanted to share my little ray of sunshine with you all. :)